It was one of the worst storms in history. Two feet of
snow had already fallen with no sign that it was going to stop.
I had just cleared a path to the road when I saw her standing not
more than ten feet from me, wearing only a green satin dress and
slippers. Her complexion was pale, her eyes dark and
forbidding. She looked unaffected by the cold and oblivious
to what she was wearing. I was about to say something when
she spoke.
"Edward, have you seen my Edward?" Even through the
howling snow, I could hear her voice clearly. It was very
dry and cold and she spoke with an echo.
"Who?" I asked.
"I must find Edward." She spoke very slowly as if she
found it hard to talk.
"I am afraid I can’t help you miss."
"I must find Edward," she repeated.
"You really shouldn’t be out in this type of weather dressed
like that. Why don’t you come inside and warm up a bit, then
we will see about finding Edward." She made no sign she
understood me, but as I walked to the house she followed me.
Once inside, I made her sit near the fire to warm up a bit.
Alice, my wife, followed me into the living room.
"Matthew Brooks," she said sternly. "Do you mind telling
me who this strange woman is, and what she’s doing in my house?"
"I don’t know who she is, honey, but she was dressed outside
like this. She seems to be looking for someone called
Edward. Perhaps after warming up a bit she will tell us
more." Alice gave me a weird look and then glanced at the
figure sitting by the fire. I could see Alice’s expression
turn from suspicion to one of pity. She observed her for a
moment and then went into the kitchen, returning a few minutes
later with some hot coffee and cake. The woman stared at the
food, as if deep in thought, then slowly began to eat. As
she ate, she stared right at me, or through me, it seemed, for I
don’t think, she realized I was there.
"Where is Edward? I must find him," she said when she was
finished.
"Who is Edward?"
"He is my son." She continued to stare ahead, not looking
at anything.
"I don’t know your son, miss, but if you tell us what he looked
like we will help you find him."
"Everyone knows Edward. I must find him."
"We are trying to help you. Tell us your name."
She looked at us glassy eyed. "Sharon Aster," was all she
replied.
"Pleased to me you Sharon. I’m Matthew Brooks and this is
my wife Alice. Now, what does Edward look like?"
"He is my son, I must find him." She stood up, looked at
us with those cold dark eyes, opened the door and left. I
ran to the door after her, but when I got there, she was gone.
There was no sign of her anywhere, not even footprints in the
snow. It was as if she was never there.
***
Exactly one week later, we saw her again. The snow was
falling lightly, but the wind was blowing it around so much that I
could hardly see more that two feet ahead. I saw her quite
suddenly, standing right in front of me, dressed in the same
outfit as before. She stared at me for a moment, as if she
remembered who I was; then she spoke. "Have you seen
Edward?"
"Look misses, are you all right?" I asked. I was
beginning to wonder if she was crazy and in need of some help.
"Why don’t you come inside with me and we’ll see that someone
finds Edward for you." Sharon’s ice-cold eyes looked into
mine. There was something strange about her, but I couldn’t
quite put my finger on what it was. After I few minutes she
spoke again.
"Edward is my son; I must find him."
"I am trying to help you, but I need more information before I
can do anything."
"I have told you everything; more I cannot say."
"I need to know what he looked like. Do you have a
picture that I could look at?"
"I don’t know what you’re talking about," Sharon answered.
"Do you know where he went then?"
"He was going to Gurdy’s saloon and never came back."
"I never heard of that place; are you sure you’re in the right
town?" I asked.
"I must find Edward." Then she turned and walked away.
Just then a snowplow passed by. Sharon stepped right in
front of it, I was sure she would be killed, but somehow the plow
missed her. She turned and looked at me from across the
road, as if to tell me something, then went behind some trees and
disappeared. I tried to look for her but found nothing, not
even her footprints in the snow.
"She certainly is strange, won’t give much information about
her son," I said to Alice later that evening as I told her about
my encounter with Sharon. "It might be a good idea to check
around. Maybe someone knows who she is."
I sense something very wrong with her, Matthew. I seem to
recall reading something about a Sharon Aster, but I can’t
remember what it was about. I think we should be very
careful with her, very careful indeed." I had a feeling
Alice might be right.
***
The next day I went to see if I could find anyone who knew
anything about Edward. I went to all the places I knew and
even ones I have never been to. Nobody had ever heard of
either Edward or Gurdy’s saloon. As for Sharon, nobody had
heard of her or anyone called Aster.
"There’s something about her name that rings a bell, Matthew.
I just can’t put my finger on it," Alice said after I told her
about the day’s events. "Another thing that strikes me funny
is the way she stares, never looks directly at you."
The next evening I heard a noise outside. When I opened
the door there stood Sharon. Before I could say anything,
she walked into the living room and sat down. It was
snowing, but she left no prints, neither outside nor on the
carpet. She looked right at us. "Have you found
Edward?" she asked.
"Nobody I’ve spoken with seems to know who Edward is. Are
you sure he came this way?"
"This is the way he came. Everyone knows Edward."
"Where do you live Sharon? That might help us."
"On the top of that hill," she answered, pointing out our
dining room window. She stood up, walked to the door, opened
it, and left. By the time we arrived, she was gone, leaving
no sign she had ever been there.
"That’s strange, Alice," I said after Sharon had gone.
"There’s no house at the top of that hill, never has been.
Nothing she says seems to make sense."
Alice said nothing for a moment. "Tomorrow we should go
up that hill. I want to check something."
***
"The next day we trudged up the hill. " I don’t know what
you’ll find up here, Alice," I said when we arrived at the top.
"There’s nothing but rocks, and besides everything is covered with
snow."
Alice brushed the snow off each rock, and carefully examined
each one.
"Get the shovel and remove the snow from the bottom of the
bigger rocks." She did not stop to explain what she was doing.
After about two hours, she stood up. "I’m still not sure;
let’s go to the library; I want to check something."
"Do you mind telling me what you’re up to Alice?" I asked
after returning from the hill.
"I have an idea why Sharon acts so strange but before I say
anything I want to make sure I’m right." She then looked at
me very seriously, "but I hope I’m not."
Alice spent the next day at the library. I couldn’t help
wondering what she was after. When she came back, she had a
strange look on her face.
"Matthew I know what’s wrong with Sharon. Sit down;
you’re not going to believe this; I have a hard time believing it
myself." She put a large envelope on the table. Inside
were photocopies of old newspaper clippings and with them two
drawings, one looked just like Sharon.
"I knew I had read something about Sharon before and while I
was at the library I found it again. Do you recognize the
girl in this drawing?"
I knew at once that it was Sharon. "Where did you get
this?" I asked, mystified.
"I found it while looking through some old newspapers. It
dates back to January 7th, 1874. The article says they found
Sharon’s body after a huge snowstorm the day before. I knew
something was odd the first time I saw her. She must have
died while looking for her son."
"What the hell are you talking about Alice?"
"I’m trying to tell you that Sharon has been dead for over 150
years, and we’re now dealing with her ghost. Before you say
anything, take a look at this."
Handing me a drawing of an old farmhouse she continued.
"There was a house on top of the hill but it was destroyed in a
fire about a hundred and thirty years ago, those rocks are all
that remain. Most of the town was destroyed in the same
fire, including most probably, Gurdy’s saloon." Alice’s voice then
became serious. "There’s more; you’re involved in this
somehow, Matthew."
"That’s crazy. I never heard of her or Edward."
"There must be a reason why she came to you. Perhaps she
thinks you can help her find Edward."
"That’s the silliest thing I’ve ever heard, Alice, besides why
would she appear now, after all these years?"
"Remember the date she first appeared? It happened to be
January 6, the anniversary of her death. I checked, and
strange as it may seem there has never been a snowstorm on that
date in recent memory. That storm must have brought her
back."
***
The next day I started looking through the newspaper clippings
Alice brought home. There couldn’t see any connection
between Sharon and me. I decided to take a trip to city hall
and look up the town archives.
Sharon’s obituary was easy to find, so I started my search
there. Edward was her only child, and never found. Her
husband’s name was William Aster. I decided to find out what
happened to him. After her death, he remarried and his
second wife, a widow, had a daughter from her previous marriage.
This daughter married Harold Brooks, my great grandfather.
"Well at least we know how you are involved; Matthew, but it
doesn’t help us find Edward." Alice said after I told her what I
found out. "We still have no idea what happened to him."
We went up to the attic to see if we could find anything.
Our house has been in the Brook’s family for several generations,
so it was possible something could be up there. Aside from
the usual junk that attics seem to collect, nothing much else
could be seen. The only thing that seemed old enough was a
chest against one of the walls. Luckily, it was unlocked.
Inside was a bunch of old clothes, a few broken dishes, and some
old papers. While poking through the clothes I found some
old photos. As I looked through them one caught my eye.
It showed an older woman standing beside a young man, who looked
to be around twenty years old. I compared the woman with the
drawing Alice brought home. They looked the same.
Next, I examined the papers. They were yellow and faded
making them hard to read. By using a magnifying glass, I was
able to make out two names, Brooks, and Gurdy. It appeared
that I was holding a legal document.
Another trip to city hall told me that the papers were the deed
of sale for our house. It was between Thomas Gurdy and
Harold Brooks for the land and a burned out building. Was it
possible that our house used to be Grudy’s Saloon?
The only part of our house that old was the kitchen and living
room. The rest had been added over the years. Only the
kitchen and fireplace were un-plastered, making them easier to
check. Nothing of interest was found in the kitchen and the
fireplace yielded nothing at first glance. Then, Alice saw
an iron plate half covered with cement on the mantle. After
scraping off the cement, I saw what appeared to be letters,
although to faint to read. After cleaning them up, I read
the word, Gurdy’s. We were certain; our house was once
Gurdy’s Saloon. We now knew why Sharon appeared here.
The question remained, what happened to Edward?
No information was available on Edward; he just disappeared
without a trace. Perhaps his father knew something.
Back at city hall, we again looked up William Aster. The
only thing we found of interest was his will. Everything was
left to his wife except for a small sum of money, which he gave,
in trust, to St. Philips church.
We found out that St. Philips once ran a small hospital.
The hospital no longer existed, but luckily, the church kept all
the records. It was here that we found Edward. Soon
after Sharon,’s death Edward had a breakdown and never recovered.
He remained at the hospital until his death, then buried in the
church cemetery.
We found Edward’s grave, took a picture, and kept it with the
photo we found in the attic. We then waited for Sharon’s
next appearance.
***
Our wait was over two nights later. It was quite windy
and snowing heavily. I went to get more logs for the
fireplace when I saw her.
"Have you seen Edward?" She asked, her eyes starring
right through me. She followed me inside and sat down on the
sofa as if she were an old friend.
"Where’s Edward?" Her tone was stronger as she looked
suspiciously at Alice and me. "You have found Edward.
Where is he?"
She came towards us; her eyes were wild with excitement.
"Tell me where he is, now!"
Alice ran to the dinning room and brought both pictures.
"Sharon! Is this Edward?" She asked showing the pictures.
Sharon looked at the photos. "Edward," she whispered.
"Edward it’s me, your mother." Sharon looked slowly around the
room. "Edward, come to mummy." She went all around the
room, even passing through furniture, the look on her face,
intense.
Suddenly a shape started to form a few feet from Sharon.
A young man, similar to the one in the picture appeared and looked
right at her. "Mama, it’s me. Here I am."
"Edward," Sharon whispered. Come here." The two
approached, Sharon was shaking with excitement. They looked
at each other for a moment then embraced.

After a few moments, she looked at us and said in a soft voice.
"You have found my Edward; thank you." She then held Edward’s hand
and they both disappeared.
We never saw Sharon again but something happened today that
makes me wonder if she is really gone. Snow had fallen and
it was quite slippery on the roads. I was driving home from
the store when I lost control of my car. I was about to
slide into a ditch when the car suddenly veered back onto the
road. When I arrived home, I saw on the hood, engraved in a
thin blanket of snow, the initials S. A.